I woke up to screaming...

I heard it in my dreams,
A young boy screaming in pain,
I kept on sleeping,
I thought it was just a dream.

I heard it in my dreams,
Suddenly awareness came to me,
I am no longer dreaming,
But the scream continues.

I heard it in in my dreams,
But now awake I hear it loud and clear,
My son is screaming in pain,
Oh the agony of healing.

I heard it in my dream,
Nobody woke me from my slumber,
But waking up to my son screaming,
I wish it was all a dream.

Scattered Mind

My mind is scattered all over the floor,
Lacking focus it could not achieve it's aim,
Lacking strength it could not sustain it's ambition,
Lacking will it just gave up.

My mind is scattered all over the floor,
Again I have failed myself,
Again I have disappointed myself,
Again I have proven my doubts.

My mind is scattered all over the floor,
My most precious resource,
My most precious asset,
My most precious is all over the floor.

My mind is scattered all over the floor,
As I pick it up pieces by pieces,
The wailing images of fear keep on reappearing,
I know it's a trick, because my mind is all over the floor.

My mind is scattered all over the floor,
Goodbye yesterday, there was happy times, but there was also disappointment,
Greetings tomorrow, I hope for better times, but always fear the unseen shadows,
Come with me present, for forever we shall be together.

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